I take notice of the
type of women he stares a bit too long at in magazines and on television…I damn
sure don’t look like them. Yet he’s sitting here telling me I’m sexy. I must
dig a bit deeper. I know, I know. I could’ve had a better response, but I was
speechless and trust me, it’s not an easy task to shut me up. After we hung up.
I started to think about what the word “sexy” really means and where it comes
from. Is sexy just one specific thing or can it be a variety of things? Can you
buy it? Fake it? Develop it? What exactly is sexy? Personally I still have a
hard time believing I’m sexy, but maybe that’s because I’m defining the word
based on the media’s idea of sexy and not my own.
Every day I try to find
something that will help me create my own definition of sexy and in the
process, I’m feeling sexier than I ever have. Sex appeal is something you ooze.
One almost can't help it. It's a look in one's eyes that says "I know
something you don't know and I bet you want to find out.